I only have this blog to scream out my thoughts (:

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam that's in your eyes
I'll write a song about it
And maybe if the melody's just right
I hope tonight it will find you
It will remind you

But what's holding me back is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words that I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping that you think of us
That you think of us

Baby, I told myself that I'll be fine but it's a lie
I don't want to talk about it
Memories, oh they cut like knives
Deep inside I'm falling
Baby, catch me if you can

What's holding me back is the thought of time we never had
My world's hanging by three words that I can't bear to say

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping that you think of us

When you hear this chorus
Do you miss the way the world was spinning for us?
Do you hurt the way that I do?
After all this time you leave me broken
This song is every word I left unspoken
When you hear this, girl, I'm hoping that you think of us
That you think of us

Baby, I sorely miss the vibrant gleam that's in your eyes

a song from mayday parade. it's nice. you should hear it :)

oh hai anyway. lama udah inda update this blog. no time to update. been busy masani. and yeah, i'm currently working as an accountant at one of the company in gadong. so far so good :D sibuklah saja masani. because their financial period ends this May, so I have to help them updating, key in the transaction, filing and organizing those bills, vouchers, slips and everything untuk di audit. so yeah, busy busy busy. and ngaleh~ i have to wake up early cause my working time is from 8 till 5.30. gilaa =.='

my life.. so far so good. there's good things happen in my life. but somehow, i kinda messed it up. just.. give me a cigar and a can of tiger please? :)

Cinta dalam mimpi :)

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Cinta dalam mimpi, hanya ku sendiri
Cinta..

Kini gelaplah sudah cahaya hatiku
Bila ku sedari kau bukan milikku
Cinta kita tak mungkin menjadi satu
Kerna kau ada dia dihatimu
Walau kita saling mewarnai cahya cinta
Namun ia takkan terang
Biarku melangkah pergi jauh
Biar mimpi kita menjadi rahsia

Cinta dalam mimpi
Indah tapi pedih
Jarimu disarung cincin permata
Cinta dalam mimpi
Bagai kau disisi
Terasa kelembutan cinta kita berdua
Oh kasih
Tak mungkin kita kan bersama bermesra
Biarkanlah mimpi yang bercinta
Mimpi yang bercinta

Hidup tanpa mu adalah hidup tanpa cinta
Seperti hidup didunia tanpa ada syurga
Kumerasa ketenangan dijiwa
Bila kau mula bercinta dan bermanja
Itu aku dan itu juga kamu dan menikmati keindahan waktu berlalu
Umpama kita mengeluh melodi dalam lagu
Sepenuh hati kita melafazkan cinta itu
Awan mula terpilu mendung
Bila ku sedar kau bukan milikku
Dan kau bukan sinar matahari ku
Terbuka mataku bila bahtera bulan dinaikkan
Dan aku sedar cinta kita tak berseri seperti bulan
yang menyinari bintang di atas langit yang gelap
Kini aku lebih gelap sendiri merasai
Cinta kita cuma hanya dalam mimpi

Cinta dalam mimpi
Indah tapi pedih
Jarimu disarung cincin permata
Cinta dalam mimpi
Bagai kau disisi
Terasa kelembutan cinta kita berdua
Oh kasih
Tak mungkin kita kan bersama bermesra
Biarkanlah mimpi yang bercinta

Malamku dipenuhi bintang-bintang
Dan bulan seakan tersenyum
Sempurna di angkasa berdua bercinta indah hatiku dilamun
Kau hadir penuhi lelapku
Tak dapat ku lupakan dirimu
Saat manis kita berdua
Bersumpah berjanji kita buat selamanya
Pegangan erat ku genggam
Cintamu dihati ku simpan
Walau ku tahu cuma mainan dan biarku bertepuk sebelah tangan
Kamu cinta ku yang satu
Biarku bercinta di dalam mimpi
Dan mimpi itu mencapai impian untuk bersamamu

Cinta dalam mimpi
Indah tapi pedih
Jarimu disarung cincin permata
Cinta dalam mimpi
Bagai kau disisi
Terasa kelembutan cinta kita berdua
Oh kasih
Tak mungkin kita kan bersama bermesra
Biarkanlah mimpi yang bercinta
Mimpi yang bercinta

Dalam mimpi... dalam mimpi....


Habis update ku. HAHAHAHAHAHA. terima kasih kerana membaca :p

next week aku TUNANG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :p :p

Jobless :D

I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!

That's all for now. HAHAHAHAHAHA

keyboard

I'm listening to Skillet's songs right now. He was awesome :DD Hahahahaha. bru beli tadi the album title "awake" lagunya lawa2. hahaha. not sure its baru or nda. but I recommend you all to buy the album. or dgr kah sja lgunya. especiallu lagunya 'hero', 'monster', 'awake and alive', 'one day tii late' 'forgiven' and more.. hahahaha. but the one that I've mention. you all should hear it. keh3 :D

and I'm also addicted to LP songs right now. hahahaha. effect bakas mlyat ya pnya concert ah. their concert was SUPER RAGAT! hahahaha. mun dpat wah, aku mau liat tu concert nya live but.. nanti tah. tunggu ku kaya. hahaha

bah, I'll end my post here. salam

p/s : 3 more days to my independence
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pp/s : a friend want to give me a keyboard. and I got very excited about it. the thing is my mom doesn't like me playing a keyboard. apa patut ku buat ah? tapuk2 sja kali eh (6) hahahahahaha

16 days war of independence

okayyyy, apakan tu title ku ah. hahahaha. 16 days, 4 papers to go. then freedommmm!!!!! hahaha. inda ku sabar ehh

anyway, i'm currently at dining hall. panuh jelama ah. durang lower 6t sport meeting. ada sport day ah. BISAI!! hahaha. sakit hati. mcm... kami punya intake selalu ne buring2. udahtah kena cerai2 ah psl last year atu. sport day apa nada kana adakan. busannnn -_______-

bah, i'm off. belajar history. oh history~i'm in love you with you babyyy, baiktah kau in love dgn aku. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. crap!

A wish..

Current time : 10.14pm
Current place : my bedroom
Current mood : tersangatlah teruk :)

Few more days to exam & i'm still on my way to do my revision. Did a little bit of revision but its on socio A2. My exam start this 12th Oct, socio paper 1. I target poverty will come out but i don't really understand that topic. So mati lah ku ne 12hb. Kwangkwangkwang. I'll be away from 12th october till 19th november. So don't search for me :)

Liverpool lose 0-2 to chelsea. Kambing bnar

I wish i can quit school now :)
Or maybe i should've not enter 6th form at the first place :))
Or.. Maybe i should leave the world earlier :D

Alright, crap..
But i like the 3rd option :DD

P/s : i'm not paranoid nor panic nor scared with my exam.
It's just.. Another personal problem of mine :)

Pretending

Its 12.54am. I haven't sleep yet. My bmobile expired ah. Damn, how can i forget the expiry date? Pdahal balik2 dh kna remind tu oleh admirer ku *bmobile care wah* ahaha. Well, biar tia. Krg ja mbli

Tdi aku jln. With the siblings lh. Damn, i ate a lot. Gyla, mkin bsar bh appetite ku ah. Went sungkai tdi arh bndar, then off to mall jalan2 kjap. Pastu, ke snow ice. Now i know udh dmana snow ice. Nyaman ice creamnya! I was planning kn order oreo overload, but i ended up eating the chocolate night. But still, nyaman lah. Like that place (y)

Then, we went to Jaya. Cari baju for my lil bro. Spending bnar ya mlm ane. 5 baju bh ya bli. Eish3. Then, k mcD. Order fries ja. And then, lepak mamih. Makan lagi. Lpas atu balik, hehe

Hm, lately there's something disturbing my mind. I just keep it to myself. Malas ku kn mempebesarkn perkara yg inda besar *apakn* sigh. Bt the thing is, 'perkara' ani buat aku mcm fake person. I pretend nothing's happen when the fact is that there's SOMETHING happen! Telur. This is the part that i don't like about myself. Pretending nada problem and biarkn cematu ja. Sigh. I just wish everything would change back to way it was before.

Ayte, i'll end the post here. 2 or 3 more days to raya. 24 more days to exam!


P/s : i'm missing you.. Again