keyboard

I'm listening to Skillet's songs right now. He was awesome :DD Hahahahaha. bru beli tadi the album title "awake" lagunya lawa2. hahaha. not sure its baru or nda. but I recommend you all to buy the album. or dgr kah sja lgunya. especiallu lagunya 'hero', 'monster', 'awake and alive', 'one day tii late' 'forgiven' and more.. hahahaha. but the one that I've mention. you all should hear it. keh3 :D

and I'm also addicted to LP songs right now. hahahaha. effect bakas mlyat ya pnya concert ah. their concert was SUPER RAGAT! hahahaha. mun dpat wah, aku mau liat tu concert nya live but.. nanti tah. tunggu ku kaya. hahaha

bah, I'll end my post here. salam

p/s : 3 more days to my independence
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pp/s : a friend want to give me a keyboard. and I got very excited about it. the thing is my mom doesn't like me playing a keyboard. apa patut ku buat ah? tapuk2 sja kali eh (6) hahahahahaha

16 days war of independence

okayyyy, apakan tu title ku ah. hahahaha. 16 days, 4 papers to go. then freedommmm!!!!! hahaha. inda ku sabar ehh

anyway, i'm currently at dining hall. panuh jelama ah. durang lower 6t sport meeting. ada sport day ah. BISAI!! hahaha. sakit hati. mcm... kami punya intake selalu ne buring2. udahtah kena cerai2 ah psl last year atu. sport day apa nada kana adakan. busannnn -_______-

bah, i'm off. belajar history. oh history~i'm in love you with you babyyy, baiktah kau in love dgn aku. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. crap!

A wish..

Current time : 10.14pm
Current place : my bedroom
Current mood : tersangatlah teruk :)

Few more days to exam & i'm still on my way to do my revision. Did a little bit of revision but its on socio A2. My exam start this 12th Oct, socio paper 1. I target poverty will come out but i don't really understand that topic. So mati lah ku ne 12hb. Kwangkwangkwang. I'll be away from 12th october till 19th november. So don't search for me :)

Liverpool lose 0-2 to chelsea. Kambing bnar

I wish i can quit school now :)
Or maybe i should've not enter 6th form at the first place :))
Or.. Maybe i should leave the world earlier :D

Alright, crap..
But i like the 3rd option :DD

P/s : i'm not paranoid nor panic nor scared with my exam.
It's just.. Another personal problem of mine :)

Pretending

Its 12.54am. I haven't sleep yet. My bmobile expired ah. Damn, how can i forget the expiry date? Pdahal balik2 dh kna remind tu oleh admirer ku *bmobile care wah* ahaha. Well, biar tia. Krg ja mbli

Tdi aku jln. With the siblings lh. Damn, i ate a lot. Gyla, mkin bsar bh appetite ku ah. Went sungkai tdi arh bndar, then off to mall jalan2 kjap. Pastu, ke snow ice. Now i know udh dmana snow ice. Nyaman ice creamnya! I was planning kn order oreo overload, but i ended up eating the chocolate night. But still, nyaman lah. Like that place (y)

Then, we went to Jaya. Cari baju for my lil bro. Spending bnar ya mlm ane. 5 baju bh ya bli. Eish3. Then, k mcD. Order fries ja. And then, lepak mamih. Makan lagi. Lpas atu balik, hehe

Hm, lately there's something disturbing my mind. I just keep it to myself. Malas ku kn mempebesarkn perkara yg inda besar *apakn* sigh. Bt the thing is, 'perkara' ani buat aku mcm fake person. I pretend nothing's happen when the fact is that there's SOMETHING happen! Telur. This is the part that i don't like about myself. Pretending nada problem and biarkn cematu ja. Sigh. I just wish everything would change back to way it was before.

Ayte, i'll end the post here. 2 or 3 more days to raya. 24 more days to exam!


P/s : i'm missing you.. Again

holiday, study, raya, study, exam, study

assalamualaikum

atu lama beta inda update. hahaha. mkin mlas ah kn mengupdate. plus busy saja. no time kan menaip2 segala. eseh, apakan. haha. but since today is last day of school, class banyak kana CANCEL. macam PEDAH ku skulah ahh. hahahaha. mental ehh. baik pulang ku tidur ne. psl tdi aku aher tidur ahh. pantat *puasa2*

last night, i went to bandar. arah KFC ah (kianggeh foodcourt, not Kentucy Fried Chicken). lepak2 with my mum, sis, my lil bro tu and kakadewi, with my babyfruit ADAM! hahahaha. i ate soto and mee goreng. atu banyak aku makan ah =.=' si adam, setaie ya dmlm ah. ikt lepak urg basar2. ada urg men badil wah tmot kg Ayer ah. yth, kbeliangan ya dmlm. ilang machonya! hahaha. tpi cute~apakan. ahaha. and and, ada msa kami main teka teki bah. usul nya mcm setau ah. garu2 pala ya mkirkn jwpn. pantat usulnya. hahaha. and ya pndai buat mulut ikan 0.o entah dari manakah ya belajar

anyway, inda lagi lama raya. around 1week plus saja. nada ku semangat raya taun ane ah. ada plg smangat tu. kn jalan2, tapinya.. paksa limit geng. mun didulur, smpai jua ke belait tu ku berayau. hahaha. apakan. ki alum lgi buat popia sma kuih mur. huhuhu. teseliur ku ehh

then exam~anu wah.. baru ku realise eh. tiap kali aku kn buat post. gerenti tym exam or dekat2 kan exem. hahaha. napa kan tu?? 4 more weeks to go for my BIG exam. and i havent study yet. adalah sikit. yg d skulah tu ja. mun drumah alum lgi belajar ah. pyh wah belajar tym puasa ane. kan tidur saja kraja ku. tpi okaylah, i drop my history 1 paper since aku score dah. so less burden. AS paper yg tgl accounting and sociology sja. tho aku udh score accounting. i got B tym june, but my teacher said, "everybody must take the AS nov exam. no exceptional" pantat. huhuhu. and my socio AS. okaylah, i got D. tpi mesti ambil lagi. inda kana sruh drop. so yeah, atu saja. my exam start 12th October smpai 17 November. then freedom!!! inda saya sabar eh

ayte, i'll end my post here. kan kluar ku. happy holiday everyone! 'enjoy' your holiday. hahaha. and selamat hari raya jua. maaf zahir dan batin. mun ada open house, msg2 ja.insya Allah dtg beta tu. ceh, apaan. ahaha.

p/s : going out with my gf later *kirai2* HAHAHAHAHA

...

Current time : 4.01am
Current mood : hantah..

Its 4.01am and i'm still awake. Tdi udh ku tidur, then around 3 tebangun ku and i can't sleep back. Yth browsing waptrick ku. Download lgu. Esehmen~apakn.

Anyway, i've finished my exam. So far okaylah the exam. I think i can score. Maybe lh. Na plg saya confident tu. Na baik bui mun over confident ane. Ala kadar ja confident ah. Haha. Apakn

AS results is around the corner. Hantah eh. Ngalih ku menunggu. Tym last saturday bh tu riuh ah. Tpi na jua ada. Pantat. Huhu. Mudahan saya dpt ah. Na jua banyak kn dpriksa tym oct/nov ane. Amin~ tdi ku ambil statement of entry. Exam strt 12 october ah. Till 19 november. Woseh 1 bulan geng. Huhuhu. Bek th blajar.

Apa lagi? Ntah, na sya tau. Apakn. Mnjwap sndri. Bah, salam everyone. Peace

P/s : im faking myself.. And im tired of it.. (8)oh my god, i can't believe it~*apakn* :')

santai~~

currently at thyes..checking my inbox..atu betimbun~~hahaha

yesterday, im having my history exam..okaylah papernya..smua yg pernah kmi discuss tym remedial class..atu sja, na ckup msa..my last essay tu..yg sal nationalism aku hantam..cincai trus wah tlmpau gagas ah..huhuhu..tpi, okaylah..mudhn jua pass..amin~

tmorrow, GP paper..nada kan dbca..santai ja bui~~hahaha..apakan

ayte, im out..salam..

VIP Days and qualifying examinations

our qualifying exams will start 6th August..damn, next week jua tu..haha..my schedule for the exams??

6th August - History 2..Duration : 3hours..gylak! haha..aku alum rvise ne hist ah..ada lah juaku rvise..yg tpoic baru2 ani sja..topic yg awl taun ane, msih ku bangang..eish3

8th August - GP 1&2..yg ane oklah..bca2 sja notesnya

10th August - sociology 3..pun okaylah jua..tpi na cnfident ler..bnyk kan diapalkan ah..pantat

1? August - Accounting 3&4.. aku bangang cash budget!! mna ku smpt blajar msatu..pksa blajar2 sndiri..lagi gylak..cash budget lagi kuar tu for our exam ah..huhuhuhu

then, tomorrow VIP days *VIP means very importand parents day* awu, esuk ku bjumpa..aku jumpa smua tcer kali except GP.psl tcher namau jumpa..haaha..malas ya kn jmpa..at first, malas ku kn jumpa tce hist..psl ku beulah dlm class ah..ahahaha..tpinya jmpa jua..coz my mum find out psl vip day tu n ia ckp ia mau jumpa smua..toinx~hahaha.kana skali

apa lagi ah..na sya ada idea..huhuhu..nanti lgi update..salam, peace


p/s : Staying is as hard as letting go...agree or disagree?? apakan

birthday

first of all, i would like to say happy 20th birthday to Nurizzahlina bte Hj Suhaili or Ezah!! hahahaha..basar ya udah~~thanks for the macaroni and pie..nyaman! mamaku muji awh..eseh, ahaha xp

so, todoay is our 1st day of school in 3rd term..pgi tdi ku kna antar leh bakal abg iparku..wawawa..coz my sis, ya pun strt skulah jua ari ane.rh MT, coursenya apakah tu..electrical blabla..tak sya tau..then, tym rh jln kn menuju k skulah tu, aku ktawa2..psl ku lyt urg kna cek temperature..hahaha..talur, adakah ketawa2..i thought we all would be given a mask tpinya, na kna bgi..ready ku udh tu kn bgmbr dgn mask ah..hahaha..selahau

then, mcm besa class lah ah..gyler~~1st day of school, bnyk dh kerja kna bgi..notes pn bnyk kna bgi..hist ahh..belambak bui..tabal g tu yg dsuhnya bca ah..pisan mata hamba mlyat

ptgnya, celebrate bday c ezah..kmi blikan ya surprise cake..hahahaha..merah muanya tym kmi nyanyi lgu smbil bwa dat cake..coz cake atu, ya lngsung na expect kmi blikn ya..ahahaha..thanks to uncle canteen..hahaha..mau jua ya tulung kmi surprisekan ya..uncle cool! hahaha

nah, pix yg tdi..malasku naip..wawawa

macaroni!! yum2~xpxp

Pie ntah..hahaha..pun sedap(y)

Ezah's cake..blackforest tu bui..ahaa


birthday girl with her birthday cakes xp


Happy 2oth birthday Ezah..May Allah bless you and goodluck in whatever you do =)

kuiz~~

Will you talk to the person you like on the phone tonight?
sure.haha xp

Ever had a near death experience?
yup2.i nearly drowned.tym rh empire ah.eish3

Where’s your cell phone?
ne dkat ku..hehe

What is the last thing you thought about?
idk.random stuff? haha

Do you regret anything?
so far..nope, maybe.aha

If you found out you were pregnant who would you tell?
wth! hahaha..idk.mom?

What are you going to do this weekend?
memalui..wawawa

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
ne bru ane..hehe

Do you prefer revenge or just pure jealousy/envy?
pure jealousy, i guess

Who would you like your next “fling” to be with?
em, ntah.haha

Would you curse in front of your parents?
hahahaha..yeah..tpinya tak sengaja..huhuhu..nt gud.ahaha

What kind of camera do you have?
nokia and sony ericsson? hahahahaha..mobile camera wh xp

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?
out of town

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?
idk

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
tak tahu

Who can you tell everything to?
Dee! hahaha..and my other bestfriends, but na smua lah...sikit2 sja

Can you play guitar hero?
yup, p msane jrg main udh..huhu

Is any part of your body sore?
kali? haha

Missing someone right now?
yup2..hehe

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be?
yeah...

When was the last time you saw the person you last kissed?
tadi..hahahaha..my cute bbyfruit adam...keh3 xp

Do you like your phone?
yup..jn na pndai bsyukur..ahaha

Last thing alcohol beverage?
aaaa...

Have you ever slept in a bed with the opposite sex?
sma my lil bro..dmlm, wawawawa

Have any of your best friends ever back stabbed you?
err, skip..

If you had to move in with a friend, which one would you pick?
smua buleh? hahaha

What’s the seventh text message in your inbox say?
mls ku mncek xp

When is your next road trip?
tak tahu

What did you do the weekend?
memalui

Met anyone new in the past week?
yup, ehe

What does your best friends call you?
amal, mall, rai

Who was the last person to go to the movies with you?
ayam itik..haha

Are you currently fighting with someone?
its not a fight..more to avoid, i guess?

Last time you had butterflies in your stomach?
ah?

Who/What would you like to see right now?
no one..ku tak mau jumpa sapa2

Are you mad at someone right now?
idk..nada kali

What’s the nicest text in your inbox say?
takde

Do you mainly use your house phone or your cell phone?
cell phone lah..i dont have house phone..ahahha

Is there an empty place in your heart?
idk..tnya hati ku..ceh, hahaha

Do you count down the days till anything?
ntah..hahaha..depends

Are you looking forward to something as of right now?
school!! hahaha..mjal

Have you ever been called a tease?
kali..

What are your chances of getting with your crush?
idk..0? hahahaha

What is the farthest you’ve traveled with a friend?
ttg or muara? hahaha

Are any of your friends so close that you consider them family?
yup

Anyone told you a secret this week?
nope

Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
yeah, haha

Do you hate anyone?
nope..hehe

Last time you wore the opposite sex’s clothing?
hahahaha..aku slalu pkai opposite sex pnya clothes..miana tu geng? hahaha

What do you want in your life right now?
idk..i seems to be clueless..just give me more better life..hehe

When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry?
ntah..hahaha

Did you tell someone something today?
yupp

Do you trust people easily?
nope..ahaha

What were you doing at 9pm Friday night?
mlyat dvd..haha

hantah..na ku tau~~

assalamualaikum semua..we're still on holiday..awuu, cuti telah d extend..patutnya this week skulah but due to the H1N1 disease, cuti d extend..and guess what? another rumours have state that the holiday will again be extended till 17th july..like wth!! damn, bored gyla ku udh drumah ahh..nada kn dbuat wah..makan, tidur, makan, tidur, lat dvd..supernatural ah..kan abis dh 3 season leh ku..otw season 4 dh..atu pn aku kn mbli season 4 d komunis ah..mun ku bharta jua..kapih ku ne bui..eish, i wanna go to school..kan skulah ku bah~*ngusut*

anyway, tdi scout ada meeting..our scout's kayak competition is postponed due to disease ah..it'll be postponed to antah..will be informed later..but2, to all rovers, there'll be a visit to kg pudak..place where the competition will be held..its on 24th july..dtg k hq lam kul 8.30am..ada taklimat tu pgi tu..then ptgnya brutah visit to kg pudak..and on 10th of july..pun ada visit..tpi atu tuk tani2 sha..tuk enjoy..wahahaha..f u wanna come, pls bring extra bju..ahaha..kumpul rh serdang..pt stesen mnyak ah..n pls bring money..tuk bayar tambang..keh2

ayte,atu ja kli..nada banyak ceta ku..busan ku..huhuhu..lets just hope that school will be reopene next week..and pray that Brunei will be bless and safe..amin~

holiday

Happy holiday everybody..barutah kan mgreet..hahaha..atu wah, holiday was great..i went out with my friends..2 hari beturut2 aku bejaur saja..hahaha..1st I went out with ayam itik xpxp lyat ceta Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak..siuklah cetanya..calii~~hahahaha..pacah tawa mlyat..na rugilah..ahaha..and aku bteriak tym ada part tkjut ah..membari malu xp

Then esuknya jln with S21 and wani..ahaha..wani pkir aku lelaki ah..apa katanta “mcm lelaki sejati kau ah” o.O okay~lelaki sejati oh..hahahaha..antam kau..we watched 17 again..its my 2nd time plg tu mlyat..psal aku lyt sudah sma c aimi msaritu..ahahaha..then, after the movie, aimi dtg mngajut..hahaha..we thought she wouldn’t come..pasal ya ada rehearsal silat..so, yeah complete udh…hehehe..we took pictures..ada tu gambarnya..malas saya upload sni..cek fb ja oh..hahaha xpxp

then yesterday, nada jln2 kmana..malas ku..although someone did asked me out kan jlan2 dmall.tpi saya malas..plus im not in good mood..so stay lah ku drumah..bemain sma c adam..since ya kmri klmrin..mkin gauk ya ahh..sjaknya gundul atu..eish3..then, mom felt bored..kebusanan ya drumah ah..she brought us to pantai muara..melepak dsna smpai pkul sunset*pkul brapakn tu* hahahaha..atu wah, ada urg bromen dpantai ah..astaplajim~hahaha..adakah dpntai..dlm air lgi tu..mama bsing udh mlyat urg ah..kmi ktawa2..hahaha..and atu wah, mamaku ksadakan kelmarin..abis ku sma adiku dsmburnya..my lil sis bh tu..c era ah..ya nyeluru vc kiss me thru the phone ah..ya buat atu rh mamaku..tym tu g mama minum..skali ya mlyt c era, tsmbur trus..aku yg nada bwt apa2 pn kna..tkejut plg ku coz I was busy texting d hp..telur..overall siuklah dpntai..i got back my mood..hehehe

malamnya, watching DPMM vs SAF..DPMM manang bui!! Hahahahaha..penalty kick 5-4..ragat..hahahaha..congratz to DPMM..they were the 1st team to win the Scup..cool~ragat! Hahaha

today, nada papa..beparam sja drumah..tuu, mengusai pail-pailan ah..1 weeks left for school to be reopen..lalah bui..na asik..huhuhu

anyway, atu wah..someone request me tuk ceta about someone..so yeah, bah bceta tah ku ne*ehem2* okay, this someone is my junior d ptek..ya BE obviously*duhh* hahaha..aku galar ya BE sja ah..c be ani, ya in BE..Subjnya ***,****,****,** I know her na jua batah na jua kajap..she may realized about me..ataupun ya tau tpi bwt2 natau..her name is….to be continued, *jgn mare* hahahaha..I’ll tell you soon..maybe..depends arh keadaan..hahaha xp but definitely I’ll tell you..just sit back and relax, ayte? Apakan..hahaha..kna tndang jua ne krg..in the mean time, tekalah spa urgnya..i bet you already have someone in ur mind..ryte? awu saja..nada eskem krg..hahaha xpxp

And atu..someone had already figured out who's be..damn,hahahaha..i didnt expect that person tau psl ane..coz she's at md while me at ptek..jauh jua tu..pemes bna..men gusip ne..astee.haha

bah eh..i’ll end it here..palui laptop ane..gagar screen2 nya..mental ku trus..kaka ku ketawakan ah..psal aku mcm urg na sintar dh bteriak2 sma screen..astee, screen dteriaki..kesian screen*lap2 screen*apakan..hahaha..bubye xpxp..assalamualaikum

aiyaa~~

the time is currently 2.28am..alum ku tdur..tdur ku plg tdi skjap ah..then i was awake around 1am and i cant go back to sleep again..telur..mcm aku ani ada sleeping problem bah this lately..tdur ku tu ah dlm kul 10 or 11..na batah lapas atu, lam kul 12 or 1 tebangun cia ku..kn tdo balik walaupau dipajam mata atu, na jua mau..ngok..yth aku malar tdur dskulah..psl subuh2 atu na ku tetidur..hahaha..apakan

so, yeah..im editing video msane..advertisement tuk gp ah..ukannya 1 advert ya sruh buat..2 advert bui!! membari mental ah..today is our last day of school and she never wanna miss a chance to torture us..macam, 'tce~last day bah ne..na pyah tah buat project ah..after holiday sja ah kami buat..atleast kmi ada masa tym holiday tuk mbwt' tapinya duiiii~~cam nada..buring..mental mental mental..mun ku nda skulah krg, kna cri ku..krg mun ku skulah, apakan di present..eeh, ngek ngok eh

then tadi bah..i went to mall..plan kn buat vclip lah ne..tpinya yg dtg tdi ezah sja..ziqah and zimah cant come due to transportation problem..so, its okaylah ah..lgipun durg ada buat benda lain..i ask them to buat poster sja for another advert..then zidah pun nda dtg..pun pasal transport problem..so okay2..ber tia..tapinya kan, kami blank bh..totally blank..natau apakn dibuat..pasal barang yg kn kami advertise atu arh zidah..mun ya nada, apatah kn dibuat tu..kambing..so yeah, memalui sja dmall ah..mkir apa kn dbuat..eehhhh

then lpas atu, yeah si unta tiba d mall..hahahaha..kmi 3 urg jalan2 lah dmall tu..smbil memikir apakn dbuat..apa nya urg..cri ilham..ceh~hahaha..around 5pm, ezah balik..tgl aku sma zii sja..so, jln2, ceta2 then lepak d rizqun smpai pkul~~8 kali..ahaha..then untanya balik rumah, and aku sorang dmall yg basar atu*apakn* hahahaha

then dduk2 sorg..plan kan buat kaja ne..kn men internet ah since i brought my laptop along with me..tpinya na btah tu kna msg..kna suh balik..so, na jdi~then, menyinggah jap arh rumah udaku..my czn besunat ah..alhamdullillah~patutnya msatu tu ya besunat..tpi sl ya takut na tia ya jdi..yth tdi bh..cali~hahaha..aku menyaya ya..kn ampir rhnya..skali kn, bru kan ampir bah..bru mlyt ya..udh tia 'jn ampir2 wah' hahahahahaha..atu karau tawaku tarus..alum da papa udh tia..muanya g kn menangis tu..aste~~ilang jantan..hahahaha xp

em, apa lgi ah..ah, since today is our last day of school..i would like to say happy holiday to everyone..hehehehe..enjoy your holiday, refresh all your mind, body and everything lah aa..plus bercuti atu cuti jua..tpinya buku jn tinggal geng..bulan lapan tu tani mock exam ah..so prepared yourself mentally and physically cause next term is gonna be hard and like tce izan said, 'next term will be your last term as an A level student because by the time term 4 is coming, you all had already start your exam' so people..apalagi..belajar tah banar2..we all can do it, ayte! wh's with me? *apakan~~*

end of exam

i've finished all of my exams..cool! hahaha..now i cant wait for my holiday..next week would be the last week of the school term 2..so, batah ehhh~~kan berehat jua saya ne..mcm malas g wah rsanya kn skulah after exam ahh *bru june, alum lgi november* hahahaha..semangat



so, plan for holiday??



1. jalan2 with the girlfriendssss..hahahahahaha..kawanku bah..single 21, wani and aimi..ahahaha

2. ke labuan with scout from 19-21 June..ane alum tantu ne..because~~ntah..hahaha..kana lapas ku plg tu..tpinya, ntah..alum trima tu geng..karing tu mun kn befoya2 d sana..hahahaha

3. belajar,belajar, homework, homework, project, project..hahahaha..awu, banyak ne hw ahh..gyla~~skalinya nada homework tu, aman dunia..udahnya behomework..musnah duniaku..apakn..hahahaha

ah, atu ja kali yg ku tpkir msane..atu, aku gnting rmbut~sma klmrin bah.aku k hospital.da knak2 ane..cute~friendly lgi tu..apakan..hahahaha..bcerita jua ku tu xpxp

and, atu..esk aku k pntai brakas..dee and the geng yg organized bwa picnic..mudahan jua dpt dtg..yg bnrnya na ku mau ksna..psl aku na biasa..hahahaha..ukn plg na biasa sma c dee..gya na biasa dgn teman2nya yg lain.apakan..mudhn jua ku dpt dtg..sapa mau ikut?? dgni ku dsna.hahahaha.apakan~my post getting lame udh ne

ayte, gtg..kn tdo ku..krg kmi bbq..sapa yg tau rumhku...dipersilakan dtg..bwa mknan sndri awhh..terima kasih~~ xp

i love socio !!!!

I LOVE SOCIOLOGY !!!!!!!! hahahaha..udah atu baru tah love..ahahaha..i'm sitting for my socio AS exam tadi..yth, kn atu last mcm kirakan last minute revision lah..psl selama ani kn aku bca tuk section B sja bh..yg methods of research ah..sal nya kan aku alum decide whether kn jwp section A or C..psl A atu perspective and socialisation..aku ok plg perspective and socialisation..tapinya aku kantoi arh sociology is a science..na ku pham tu..then section C psl stratification..mcm lgi ku bangang kn..thats why i pick section A sja..kira nada choice lah

ythkn, aku ane kn concentrate belajar bah tuk section A..aku mbca is sociology a science atu sja..tapinya, notes ku atu ilang!! na ku ingt dmna ku nyimpan..hahahaha..gyla~~well, last year paper ku mna tantu kli ah..this year saja baru tah organized..yth, cm aku nada notes lain bah except essay sample yg tcher bagi kn..harapkan atu saja tuk ku bca and memahami that debate

yth, tdi tym exam..mcm nervous saya bui..i think im gonna flunk my paper..skalinya kan..essay sample yg ku bca atu keluar!! muahahahahahaha..cm tym ya mbgi paper atu..skali tlyt ku soalan atu kn bteriak sja ku nda..hepi banar..pnjang senyumanku geng..heran invigilator atu mlyat..hahahahaha..exactly the same bah that question "sociological research can and should be based on methods used in natural science" alhamdullilah..syukur~~ahahaha..section B antah aa..okay plg..psl participant observation..tapi aku antam sikit..my points tu ada yg nada backup..psl aku lupa nama sociologist..no comment lah aa..tpi aku suka section A..mudahan tah ku dapat..amin~~huhuhu

then yesterday, accounting 2..the paper was easy..i managed to get the balance sheet balanced..except question 3..aku confused psl last question tu..whether atu ya sruh ranking or not..sma stock computation..tpi overall okaylah..alhamdullilah

2 more papers to go..friday, sociology 2 then on tuesday accounting 1..then freedom!! wohoo~~jalan2, lepak2, foya2..siuk eh..wahahaha..setaie befoya2..aku kn jalan eh..kn lyt wyg ku..ceta uninvited..sapa mau ikut? hahaha xp

ayte, atu ja kli..gtg..kn tdo awl ku mlm ane..na ku btdo ah dua ari ane lalai kn mrevise..hehehe

peace..

how i wish....

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love

But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush

Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up

When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time, you'll change your mind

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more

Oh i stay up til you're next to me

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love

You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust

And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us

But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)

Didn't expect this is how things would go

Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)

Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep

Cause it feels like I've fallen for you

It's getting way too deep

And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me

No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)

Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)

Til this house feels like it did before

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

falling in love

So soft, and Slow
Never knew a girl
Could be
So god damn cool
I know
The way she move
Got me spendin my dough
And yo
If you would've seen
What I seen on that pole
Just know

That I was wrong
For fallin' in lovee
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(Don't do it yo')
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)

But I just went
Against the grade
It was a feelin'
I can't explain
And it felt
Like harmony
Singin in my face like
Diddy-daddy doo-daa-dee
I don't want it
To ever go away
I want it
Around me every day
Singin in my face like
Diddy-daddy doo-daa-dee

Look at me
I'm stuck
That bobble in my pants
Got me caught up
I never
Had no look
Thinkin' what the wrong
Hand got me
Jumpin' out there
With no??
It's feels so good
Had me sprung out
On this love
Now I'm stuck
That's what
I get
For fallin' in love
That's what
I get
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)
That's what
I get
For fallin' in love
(Don't do it yo')
That's what
I get
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)

But I just went
Against the grade
It was a feelin'
I can't explain
And it felt
Like harmony
Singin'
In my face like
Diddy-daddy
Doo-daa-dee
I don't want it
To ever go away
I want it
Around me every day
Singin
In my face like
Diddy-daddy
Ddoo-daa-dee

So thick
So rough
That oil
All over her body
Stole my heart
I'm caught
The way
She drop down
Won't alowe me
To close my jobs
Cause
I'm already in love
And I knew better
From the start
Oh, no

I was wrong
For fallin' in love
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(Don't do it yo')
I was wrong
For fallin' in love
(They always say
Don't love a ho)

But I just went
Against the grade
It was a feelin'
I can't explain
And it felt
Like harmony
Singin'
In my face like
Diddy-daddy
Doo-daa-dee
I don't want it
To ever go away
I want it
Around me every day
Singin
In my face like
Diddy-daddy
Doo-daa-dee

hist fever

currently at thye's..tym damam2 plg ku k thye's ane..huhu..well, my sis mnta dgni..since aku pn cm bureng drumah atu..so aku iktlah..wlaupun my niboi warning 'jnth jalan2 teranah ja bwa tdur' tpi..u know, biar tia..ahaha..uknnya critical dmam ku ne..krg teranah drumah atu, mkin tia ku dmam..huhu

anyway, tdi kmi history exam..the paper was..ntah aa..no comment..pa yg ku predict tu kuar plg..mcm dictatorsh mussolini kuar..unification sal bismarck..imperialim antah aa..okaylah..gnya tdi aku sal aku dmam kn..batuk2 sja ku..so pyh ku mbwt.mnulis lmbat.ada tdi tu mentel block ku skjap for lyke 10 mins..sal nya aku batuk2 sja..rapat batuk ku tu..huhu..ntah ehhh..na sya tau..mudhn dpt score..mun na, hampa ku tu ah..huhu

and yeah..lots of stuff on my mind this lately..ya jua exam, ya jua my personal life..ntah..i still wondering and finding ways to make everything back to normal..it just that..msani exam week..and i need to focus on my study tho kadang2 fikiran ku atu melayang arh adatah tu..ntah ehh..i hope everything will be back to normal..coz i dont like my current situation right now..huhuhu

p/s:lpas ane aku k skulah memandu xpxp

library sajuk~~~

library sajuk~~~awu di library ku ne msani..revise tuk history awh..aku exam this monday..yth, aku mnta study leave tu..for the whole day aku na masuk class..betapa di library..bnrnya malas ku plg tu kn mbil study leave..tpi mbil sja tia..smentara dpt diambil tu..wawawa..apakn

bah eh..kn belajar ku..quick update sja..and and, laptop ku baik udh..tapi keyboardnya kn matiy..tujuh, sembilan sama apakh namau dtakan..pyah jua ku tu..tpksa copy paste..hahaha..ksian~

and, atu..sblum ane ada post..but i delete it..since cam, aku rsa lah..ntah aa..natau..malasku..ngalih gue..

and pai.jgn dbca bnr2 tu blog ku ah*ya dpnku msani* xp

library~~

currently in library..awl2 plan kn study group but then..len tujunya..wawawa..plus kusut ku..namau masuk ne mun blajar..even lam class pun aku na cncntrate..smpai aku skip my class block 4..eish3..nt good..huhu

idk wat happen to myself this lately..mcm aku ane practice policy of isolation*history term bh tu* i didnt mean to do that tpinya....ntah~~~pa alif lui kli udh aku ane..huhu

bh eh..kn out ku..bsing library atas ne..da urg kn kaie aa..telur..antam tah kmu..jgn sja labih2..mun ku ikt2an trabang ne krusi ne arh urg bising ahh

examm~~~~

EXAM IS COMING!!

gyla~~na lgi lama exam..and and, i havent revised yet..sikit sja rvised nya..history okaylah..psal ada presentation and assignment atu..so ready dikitlah..accounting~kmi buat past year paper sja..so okay lah..on sat msatu, kmi kna bgi trial paper 2..kira bwt past year paper under exam condition..teruk bui~~panic tym atu..1st question udh ku tstuck..pastu, account g slh format..PENSEL ku lgi nada..kusut jua tu..cincai trus kja ku..huhuhu..mun exam bnr2 bh..ntah aa..ancur kli eh..astaplajim~~

then socio~~no comment lah aa..alum th g ku mbilak2 paper ku last year aa..ntah eyy~bangang ku lkat..i prefer A2 topics..psal siuk..socio ku improve ey..tym 2nd mpr aku dpt C..hahaha..bangga jua saya tu..woseh~hahaha..apakn

anyway, jrg lgi ku online msn..ngaleh ku..mlas ku odah..plus exam bh na lgi lama..i'll be starting my exam dis 18th of may..tym birthday c turtle tu..hepy advance birthday..hehehe..den, aku abis 2nd of june..nada urg b'day..hahaha..apakn..lol..

ayte, gtg..dlibrary ku ne msane..durg lyt2 awh..bangang durg mlyat laptop ku..wrna pink..ayu gtu loh~~mbri kn mneriaki 'apa lyat2? ukn laptop ku ne!" hahahaha..ber durg eh

bah bubai..salamelekum

sucks

sorry for not updating my blog for a while..i've been busy..exams is just around the corner..need to work hard and revised for it..got presenation also..sigh~~

plus, my life getting sucks this lately..wont tell what makes my life sucks..it jz dat everything seems to be fcuked up..tears keep on flowing..i even cried infront of my fren..they sure feel shocked..coz im not a type of person yg suka nangis infront of people..hmmm...idk what to do..all i need is just support from my best friends..

enough of dat emo thingy..atu, dis 30th ada election campaign for new ydp of ptek..all BEs are required to come to the hall..compulsory tuu..n FA~ur duty atu tu..mngira vote durg..since tani na bnyk kaja..hehe..pls be punctual

and atu..project proposal for KFD tu..i'allah kna accept..maybe next week kna jlnkn..i'allah..nnti th ku gtau apa KFD ane..ngalih ku..gtg..bubye

18/3/2009

ari ani kami prefect ada meeting..we skip block 1 man!! hahaha..well, basically meeting tdi atu discuss psal our future activity..sma planning activity for each commitee next term..and tadi~~allah~~my members aa..so panat2..ada2 sja ulah durg tym meeting atu..langsung nggak dpat serious *cnatah kn serious mun aku yg bwa bemain..lol! hahaha..bt so far okaylah..its good tho..psal durg click with each other..ngam bh utak durg ne..so, nnti teamwork tu sng ckit..keep it up gurl! ahaha xp

so apa kmi pnya planned activity??

basic first aid courses, jogging arh track, picnic-blwan bwt sand castle, men bula rh arena!! apa lagi?? hahahaha..mcm ya allah~ mkin mlarat bh durg pnya activity ane*giling2 pala.. lma2 sma durg ane gerenti sinting ne trus..hahahahaha xp


then, tdi ada hadrah meeting..tgn ku luka~~huhuhuhu..ksian tgn ku..udh tah sakit bkas men badminton klmrin, luka tia lgi..awu, kncang ne tgn ku msani..pyh kn dgrakkan..mcm kancang bg..rsa mcm tumbuh masel..hahahaha..masel lagi xp tpinya esuk aku men badminton lgi..kali jua..hahaha *sakit tapi main.cana kn tu??

ah, atu..2 ari ane aman idupku..sal nada kna bgi hw..keh3..alhamdullilah..cubatah ari2 nada hw..aman jua dkit *skali esuk, blambak2 kraja kna bgi...hahahaha xp..awu, esuk last day..mcm mlas ku kn kulah wah esuk aa..tpinya cgu hist kmi udh warning awl2, "tmoro pls do not absent. i need to group you for your holiday assignment" holiday assignment lgi~~huhuhuhu.. lalah ku udh assignment2 ane..history tah lagi...sakit palaku trus mndgr ya nyabut holiday assignment aa..eish3..huhu..sma esuk kmi ada cleaning campaign..kul 2 lgi start tu..smpai kul ntah..buring..

apa lgi aa?? lupa ku pa kn ku ckp tdi..huhuhu*mkir jap

ah, atu..since tmoro is our last day of school, PTEK adventure club is organising a food fare..my members bjual tu dsna...to c seri aidah, esuk me beli rah you aa~~jn sja you na bgi me discount..me pecat you dri jdi my treasurer..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA xp..beracun tu ya aa..aste~~~ xp

bah, i guess that's it. kn modop ku. hehe

p/s : happy birthday to my usu!! sory no pix..hehe

pp/s : im worried abt ******* hmmm

aku sakit

currently listening to wali band - aku sakit

Aku Sakit
Bila Menatap Matamu
Sadarku Bahwa Engkau Bukan Milikku

Aku Sakit
Bila ku Mengagumimu
Sadarku Kau Tak Pernah Mengagumi Ku

Bangunkan Aku Dari Tidur Panjangku
Sadarkan Aku Dari Mimpi Tentangmu
ku Salah Bila ku Berharap Padamu
Salah ku Paksa Kau Tuk Mengagumi Ku

Kau Tak Tau Perasaan Ku
dan ku Tak Mau Kau Tau

Aku Sakit
Jika Kau Tau Hatiku
Karna Diriku Tak Berarti Bagimu

Aku Sakit
Bilakah Kau Sembuhkan Aku
Tak Mungkin
Tak Mungkin Sungguh Tidak Mungkin

Bangunkan Aku Dari Tidur Panjangku

Sadarkan Aku Dari Mimpi Tentangmu

ku Salah Bila ku Berharap Padamu

Salah ku Paksa Kau Tuk Mengagumi Ku

Kau Tak Tau Perasaan Ku

dan ku Tak Mau Kau Tau

Aku Sakit

sadih liriknya..kejiwa jua lehnya kajap..huhu..sakit tah jua bna..apakn

anu bah, tdi pgi nda ku brapa ada mood. ntah, npakah ya..smpai ps lah aku na bmood aa..then, tym ps.. sma durg..belakon..hahaha..coz pai will be having her drama session..yatah ya mau practice..she was really mad at me..sasak ya..coz aku na serious..hahahahahaha xp..well, aku kali aa..pyah kn serious..skrip yg ptutnya urg mrah pn ku lakunkan cali..ngok~hahahaha

den,hist..suppose to be presentation today..tpinya the guys alum ready..and then durg bwt teacher moody! sal durg swearing..ish3..kna marahi trus..so ertinya esuklah tu presentation

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then, socio test..awu ada test..snang plg questionnya..ganya, ntah..tym tgh2 asyik khusyuk mbwt essay tu tblock tia mentelku..trus2 bangang..na g ku tbwt..mlukis2 ku plg rh qstn ppr aa..ngok! hahahahahaha..biar ya eh..mudhn th pass amin

then, after socio..guitar club~~aku jdi tutor buii..hahaha..ngajar lower 6th main..then, msuk hadrah jap..pastu kuar blik msuk gitar..yth tu nah, tlmpau bnyk club..lari2 plg..huhu

apa g?? esuk accounting test..ratio analysis and capital reduction.capital reduction aku bulehlah kundipen..ratio analysis atu gnya aku ngok! bangang teramatlah bangang ku tu tym blajar topic atu..huhuhu..sma esuk ku men badminton..tpinya kn, pkul 2.30 tu kmi ada xtra class history aa..miana tu? malas ku msuk eh..kn men bdminton ku..kah3..apakn

aa, sma atu..HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MAJ!!!! esuk plg tu ya birthday..17/3..she's my friend at MS..my closest friend lah di sna..she's MANu supporter..hahahahaha..manu klah dmlm geng..kah3..mental ya xp

tu nah gambarnya..gambarnya lama pulang tu..i didnt have her recent pix..hehe..bah maj..legal dah ne..mun blesen gtau aku aa..aku kn lumba keta sma kau..hahahahahahahaha!!! aste~~pndai udh kn belumba xpp

i'm off..peace

p/s : aku ada udh facebook..apakan..hahaha

btabiat ehhh

btabiat ehhhhh~~~~~~~~~ bnar th bnar. mcm ngalih ku nunggu kn..smpat g ku blogging bh ne.. atu, kmi kn rh urg kawin..yth ku mngusut btah ane..btah bh durg bsiap aa..kn bmakeup apalah..aku na jua btah*mun nmanya aku na beusai* lol!! hahahahahahaha..mun ku beusai, tbeliak mata urg kali..apakn..hahahaha

anyway, dis week..very43 busy..hist bnyk presentation..accounting bnyk hw, socio memarah utak..esuk kmi ada test aa..telur.lum th g ku revise..aahahaha..gp gnya okay..not!!! hahahahaha..gp telur aa..ngalih hantap ku eh..pkoknya mkin bnyk kja..tmbh2 th lgi kn exam ane..kaling.aku bru ckit mrevise aa..miana tu? ahaha

sma atu bh..aku mental2 jua dis wk..psal ada th tu..mlas ku mnyabut..pkoknya, kna wanted tu itu urg lehku..mun ku tjmpa bh..ku kibar2 muanya cm kaling mbwt murtabak!! bnar!! bunga rampai pn ku bgi ko..mudahan ko slamat leh ku!!! amin!!!!! mental..hahaha

bah eh..kn bjln..siap udh durg..mak lampir sma puntianak abis dh makeup..keh3..hahahaha xp

P/s : LIVERPOOL MANANG!! 4-1 kli aa..lawan manchester..cool~ ragat! Hahahaha..cian my kingkong..teamnya klah..kah3..sbr ja awh..nxt match mng manchester tu*gusuk2 palanya*kah3.kna tmplinx jua ne krg xp

4th march 2009

malas saya typing. pictures sja ada~ hehehe xp

my surprise bday cake~ thankyou guys~nyaman favnya~pandai kamu pilih xp

handmade card. made by aimi, pai, ezah =)

yg bgi greetings rh card atu..thankyou aa~hehe

=)

small bday notes...

from fizah and ira.. my hist mates.. haha

this card is from pai~haha. i love it jua. thanx pai! aha

pai's bday gift....

blue sotong!!!! hahahaha..cute eh..thanks pai xp

aimi's gift....

mickey mouse! hahaha*aimi ckp,"pkai slalu ne.1 tuk kau.1 tuk ahem2 mu" hahahahahaha..becali itu anak xp

that's it.. hehehe.. thanks to all yg greet saya on that day.. and my frenz yg celebrate kn my bday..makaseh banget~~~sayang kamu2~~ahahaha..atu sja tdi, durg wani and nati na dtg.. huhuhuhu..i expect durg dtg tpinya nada.. eh kmu dua!!! aku miss kamu!!! lol!! hahahaha.. tpi serious, aku miss kmu..apakn..ahaha

ayte, that's it. kn tdo ku.aher udh ne..peace~

random

elooo~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hahahaha. wah, btah saya tidak update atu. ksian blog~*gusuk2 skrin* apakn~ hahaha

okay, quick update sja aa. mlas sya mau tulis pnjg2. ahaha

1. hepy belated birthday pai!!!!! brutah kn mngreet pt blog. ahaha. 18 feb is her day. keh3. msatu kmi celebrate kn arh mall. aimi treat kmi piza. thankyou aimi~~ ahahaha

2. Hepy 4th monthsary to single 21~ hehe. syg kamu2. apakn. hahaha xp

3. mon, 23 feb 2009.. went to stadium, lyt national day.. ya pnya acara na tantu aa.. bnyk yg pingsan.. ksian~huhu

4. yesterday we were told that english class kmi kn kna adakn ptg.. wth?!!! stress nini ku trus.. hahahahahahaha.. mcm eeh, bisai udh nada klas gp ptg aa.. starting nxt week tu kna buat cmatu.. huhu..sedih i eh.. nada dpt blik ptg dua kli..huhuhuhu

5. prefects general meeting today... atu, ada 4 urg committee member ku dlm appeal list.. brangkali na kna trima jdi prefek.. yth durg appeal ne pt saya.. adoii~~serba salah jua sya ne.. na sya dpt ne mlyt urg appeal2 ane.. huhu

6. lower 6th will be coming in next week, 2nd of march.. durg punya orientation 2 ari sja.. ksian eh.. briefing sja lgi tu.. huhu.. and then uniform durg.. we were told yg durg pkai previous school durg pnya uniform.. ksian eh.. huhuhu.. meriah ne wrna kain be taun ani..ahahahaha

bah eh.. atu sja kli. tu kaka ku ngusut nini aa.. mentang2 aku makai lappynya, kna kusut plg ku.. nnti udh lappy ku baik, ku kusut ko blik!! apakn. hahahahahaha..mental xp


epy advance bday wiyah!!!! 3rd march 2009.. hehehe

sma bazillah.. ya sma bday ngan aku.. epy advance bday.. ahahaha..bah atu saja


p/s: BDAY KU JGN LUPA AAAAAA xp

random drawings

i'm feeling down right now..for the past 3 days, i feel sad, down and moody..luckily single 21 and my frenz are there to cheer me up at school. but, when i'm at home..the feeling of sadness came again

so, wat did i do to get rid of it? i'm drawing.haha.i'm not good at drawing actually. im suck on it..huhu. so here it is..enjoy my beautiful drawing..aha

ayam tinggi xp

this is kelly clarkson... versi india..hahaha xp





itik =) ahaha



random

"Bui,pOmesh me bleh?"

"bleh. apa?"
"Be ma bff..F tne kja tne klabuan njOy..Chana?"
"adeh, hahaha. atu tatap tu bui bff aa. huhu. okay tu. kita mnum sna! hahaaha. awl2 udh plan kn mnum."

i found that convo in my lappy... i miss my buddy... i'm sorry ='(


i guess im losing my bff


i'm out...