Pretending

Its 12.54am. I haven't sleep yet. My bmobile expired ah. Damn, how can i forget the expiry date? Pdahal balik2 dh kna remind tu oleh admirer ku *bmobile care wah* ahaha. Well, biar tia. Krg ja mbli

Tdi aku jln. With the siblings lh. Damn, i ate a lot. Gyla, mkin bsar bh appetite ku ah. Went sungkai tdi arh bndar, then off to mall jalan2 kjap. Pastu, ke snow ice. Now i know udh dmana snow ice. Nyaman ice creamnya! I was planning kn order oreo overload, but i ended up eating the chocolate night. But still, nyaman lah. Like that place (y)

Then, we went to Jaya. Cari baju for my lil bro. Spending bnar ya mlm ane. 5 baju bh ya bli. Eish3. Then, k mcD. Order fries ja. And then, lepak mamih. Makan lagi. Lpas atu balik, hehe

Hm, lately there's something disturbing my mind. I just keep it to myself. Malas ku kn mempebesarkn perkara yg inda besar *apakn* sigh. Bt the thing is, 'perkara' ani buat aku mcm fake person. I pretend nothing's happen when the fact is that there's SOMETHING happen! Telur. This is the part that i don't like about myself. Pretending nada problem and biarkn cematu ja. Sigh. I just wish everything would change back to way it was before.

Ayte, i'll end the post here. 2 or 3 more days to raya. 24 more days to exam!


P/s : i'm missing you.. Again

holiday, study, raya, study, exam, study

assalamualaikum

atu lama beta inda update. hahaha. mkin mlas ah kn mengupdate. plus busy saja. no time kan menaip2 segala. eseh, apakan. haha. but since today is last day of school, class banyak kana CANCEL. macam PEDAH ku skulah ahh. hahahaha. mental ehh. baik pulang ku tidur ne. psl tdi aku aher tidur ahh. pantat *puasa2*

last night, i went to bandar. arah KFC ah (kianggeh foodcourt, not Kentucy Fried Chicken). lepak2 with my mum, sis, my lil bro tu and kakadewi, with my babyfruit ADAM! hahahaha. i ate soto and mee goreng. atu banyak aku makan ah =.=' si adam, setaie ya dmlm ah. ikt lepak urg basar2. ada urg men badil wah tmot kg Ayer ah. yth, kbeliangan ya dmlm. ilang machonya! hahaha. tpi cute~apakan. ahaha. and and, ada msa kami main teka teki bah. usul nya mcm setau ah. garu2 pala ya mkirkn jwpn. pantat usulnya. hahaha. and ya pndai buat mulut ikan 0.o entah dari manakah ya belajar

anyway, inda lagi lama raya. around 1week plus saja. nada ku semangat raya taun ane ah. ada plg smangat tu. kn jalan2, tapinya.. paksa limit geng. mun didulur, smpai jua ke belait tu ku berayau. hahaha. apakan. ki alum lgi buat popia sma kuih mur. huhuhu. teseliur ku ehh

then exam~anu wah.. baru ku realise eh. tiap kali aku kn buat post. gerenti tym exam or dekat2 kan exem. hahaha. napa kan tu?? 4 more weeks to go for my BIG exam. and i havent study yet. adalah sikit. yg d skulah tu ja. mun drumah alum lgi belajar ah. pyh wah belajar tym puasa ane. kan tidur saja kraja ku. tpi okaylah, i drop my history 1 paper since aku score dah. so less burden. AS paper yg tgl accounting and sociology sja. tho aku udh score accounting. i got B tym june, but my teacher said, "everybody must take the AS nov exam. no exceptional" pantat. huhuhu. and my socio AS. okaylah, i got D. tpi mesti ambil lagi. inda kana sruh drop. so yeah, atu saja. my exam start 12th October smpai 17 November. then freedom!!! inda saya sabar eh

ayte, i'll end my post here. kan kluar ku. happy holiday everyone! 'enjoy' your holiday. hahaha. and selamat hari raya jua. maaf zahir dan batin. mun ada open house, msg2 ja.insya Allah dtg beta tu. ceh, apaan. ahaha.

p/s : going out with my gf later *kirai2* HAHAHAHAHA